A shadow has entered the smile, and this is…

>>3

Irony is said to be a communication ability unique to humanity, as even Africans who do not understand the language of the uncharted territories can grasp it and become enraged.

That’s a painful smile.

If smiling is judged as mocking, then living becomes difficult…

When I think that a smile means hiding my fangs, there are times when it becomes easier to live.

>>13

I’m not a disciple of the Tōgan-ryū from Shigurui…

There’s no way I can do such a trick with my stomach.

You’ve been ridiculed endlessly until now, haven’t you?

But it’s true that I think you’re an idiot.

I don’t think there was any malice, but I believe that’s the scene where it got exposed.

I was aware that I was saying something I didn’t truly mean, so I couldn’t deny it.

It’s not that I’m not arguing; it’s just that no words come to mind for a quick follow-up.

Isn’t it a situation that can no longer be controlled?

But I still remember the words that say my sensitivity is amazing, even as an adult.

Well, Mii-chan can’t read books because of that.

Well, this is what the special support class is for, to prevent situations like this.

It’s inevitable since even the anonymous ones are laughing and making jokes about Momii-chan.

It’s tough that the phrase “this sensitivity is amazing” becomes a support for Mii-chan to live alone.

Idiot…?

In this way, everything that is laughed at now appears to be mockery.

>>33

The only thing that can distinguish the quality of a child is something other than a human…

>>34

Parents generally understand but choose not to acknowledge or accept it.

I don’t think the method of discrimination matters.

>>50

If you hide your disabilities like tax returns or tax evasion, there will only be penalties left.

A person who has reached their limits will weigh the effort between causing a problem and not causing a problem, rather than avoiding problems altogether.

Well, I generally think it’s easier to just wake them up.

>>33

Convenient terms: gifted and savant syndrome

My child is special! There is also a side effect of becoming overly conscious of that…

I think you think I’m an idiot.

That is why I recommended appropriate education.

>>38

Well, to put it bluntly, they are actually stupid.

It must be tough for elementary school teachers to have to deal with kids like this…

I wonder if they still went to eat school meals for the remaining three years.

The sadness of being unable to become a complete disabled person or a healthy person is the most pitiable.

>>42

Go for it, Nina-chan!

>>59

At Muu-chan’s level, if you can acknowledge yourself, you can receive some support, but it’s tough for those who are just barely okay…

There are people who think that putting them in a regular school and making them take on the role of “XX-chan” among their classmates has significance.

In reality, the gap widens compared to classes that do not have students with disabilities, causing the students in that class to fall behind in their studies and face greater burdens.

Wow, you’re sensitive despite being an idiot.

>>44

It’s also said that being foolish leads to severe paranoia.

>>60

Because there’s no leeway.

But didn’t you say something like “I’m going to become a painter or a novelist” from this time onward?

>>49

I don’t know the teacher’s true feelings, but Mii-chan probably thinks she was looked down upon, so she doesn’t think she was being praised.

>>65

It was probably a life where I had never been evaluated, let alone praised to that extent.

>>45

The consistency of the story is a bit off.

Thank you for your hard work, teacher…

If the special needs class had been indicated at the time of enrollment, a decent teacher wouldn’t have worn themselves out.

>>47

In the lower grades, it’s probably impossible to distinguish unless you’re at an “ah” or “uh” level.

When I compare it to what I’ve written until now, I feel like the editing is being controlled, but looking at the author’s past works, I think it’s not strange if it just ends suddenly without any climax or resolution, written in a deliberately provocative way.

The rest is just how it connects to the way they die in episode 1.

>>52

Episode 1 serves as a hook that can end anytime.

It’s a great way from a commercial perspective.

>>52

What I’m currently serializing, including my previous pen names, is just a rehash of a rehash of the prototype, but I clearly feel that the straightforward expressions that were uncomfortably direct are gone.

It’s like Yamada’s level of being a loser, which was a bit drier, is now being distributed among the other characters while still hanging out with Ami-chan.

This is a story from Mii-chan’s past, so it’s not inconsistent in terms of coherence.

I’m glad that Dr. Suzaki has been freed from the mom-pe.

It’s surprisingly well-made as a manga, and it’s shocking.

People are really good at conveying and sensing malicious intent, aren’t they?

Well, the blood that can’t particularly sense has probably been eliminated.

>>68

In an age without laws, there were no measures to address malicious actions.

It might be that I’ve become able to sense the atmosphere of being looked down upon because it relates to survival and reproduction as a social animal.

Dogs and cats can sense that much.

You’re amazing at sensing things~ ← I’m happy to be complimented.

I’m being laughed at ← It’s frustrating to be mocked.

I don’t think they remember it as a continuous event.

In the case of the teacher, it’s not malice but rather resignation.

If I could patiently convince grandma, there was a chance, but… it didn’t work out…

>>75

If Grandma could persuade them all day long, she would, but the teacher has a job too.

Being laughed at means being looked down upon, but I guess that recognition of my sensitivity doesn’t quite come together with that.

A child who understands the connections around them can live a much better life.

The teacher has various other things to do as well…

I’m always impressed by how simple the drawings are yet so skillful and cute.

>>85

Ah… was that sympathy…!? I took it seriously and made it my job…

>>94

Isn’t it great that you have talent?

The angry mom has a kind of “punsuka” vibe, but because the art is relaxed, it can handle the harsh depictions, so I’m okay with it as it is.

>>89

It seems you don’t understand sarcasm.

When it comes to parents… to be honest, I’m already at my limit.

If it’s 2025, the teacher will be over 50, I guess…

Muu-chan’s mom looks like a healthy person from her mouth.

It’s tough.

Well, if it’s a drawing that you truly think is good, even before the teacher says so.

But compared to big brother, I feel like mom is still better…

>>102

It’s just a matter of which is better, -100 or -50.

I think it’s reasonable to assume that you were judged to be the best in at least that class, as your drawing skills become clear during art and craft classes.

Memories are always beautiful, but

>>104

I can only recall unbearable memories…

Muu-chan is kept well because she is neat and tidy.

What is the mysterious older brother…?

It may sound quite misleading, but there’s no way that an ordinary person can understand the thought processes of disabled individuals.

Because I have never experienced being disabled.

Why was it that, despite being looked down upon, you later talked about sensitivity and such? It’s no good to think about it with common sense.

That’s why they’re disabled, because our understanding and common sense do not apply at all.

>>109

To be honest, it’s difficult for others to understand even the thoughts of able-bodied people…

>>110

Both Art Brut and Outsider Art are not appreciated if the individual’s surrounding environment is good or if there are no opportunities to see the works.

The sensitivity of Mii-chan, without the intervention of a professional, is at an end.

In this manga, it seems that the more decent a character is, the more their mental stress is severe.

>>111

Muu-chan’s Mama…

>>111

It’s only okay if it’s just in the manga…

The sense of emptiness from an education that doesn’t promise growth is unbearable.

Isn’t it more troublesome when someone pretends to understand the words but cannot grasp the thought process?

Though he claimed to have graduated from junior high school, in the end, he didn’t even complete elementary school…

Without modern law, this family is just a target for bullying.

In modern times, where understanding has progressed somewhat, it seems that the shortage of special needs teachers is causing special classes to become overwhelmed.

>>119

The range is too wide, from borderline intellectual disability to severe intellectual disability…

>>119

It seems that there are fewer people who aspire to be nursing teachers compared to regular teachers.

>>119

I hate to say it, but there probably aren’t many people who are eager to become that.

>>130

I’ve had a job related to that kind of work before.

Am I going to waste my youth taking care of a disabled person with no productivity? Am I going to dedicate my life to a disabled person?

Just thinking about it even for a moment can lead to getting really depressed.

>>142

Many people are also working as professionals in social welfare…

>>142

If you even think for a moment that they aren’t even your own family, it’s already impossible, isn’t it?

I think the line from that manga saying “Children are not foolish” means something like this.

More perceptive than adults.

If you can make it a job, then you were really skillful, so have confidence in yourself.

It’s raw and intense here.

I firmly remember the things I was praised for and use them as support for my pride.

It’s kind of like I died because of my pride…

I can’t tell the difference between being laughed at and being laughed at with affection…

>>127

Since it’s not possible to make judgments on the spot each time, there are quite a few people who are uniformly processed through conditioning…

>>133

Even on bulletin boards where you should have time to read the text carefully, there are quite a few anonymous users who only post 0s or 1s.

There are times when I wonder why you are so eager and glued to the bulletin board…

>>138

Say something!

Mii-chan uses the concept of sensitivity as a way to escape from accepting her current situation, so her premise is quite different from those who can make a career out of art.

There are many people, even among the able-bodied, who can’t understand complex thoughts!

>>132

If we could completely understand others’ thoughts, the world would run more smoothly!

>>134

It won’t do.

Trying to stab each other while outsmarting one another only makes both sides more cunning.

>>134

After all, all of humanity should become New Types.

I wonder what the journey is like to become a school nurse teacher…

If you live normally, you unconsciously end up turning a blind eye and avoiding involvement.

Were healthy people full of espers…?

Anonymous people also like those kind of frustrating comics like ladies’ comics, don’t they?

>>137

In the case of this manga, the fact that the ideas presented during the story are not one-sided allows for proper reading.

>>139

Is it okay to compare that?

>>139

It seems that Muu-chan’s mom was properly educating her…

It’s a bit different, but pediatricians are also decreasing, and I think the culture that makes it easy to file complaints is something to consider.

>>140

I think there are parts that are overly sensitive to complaints.

It would be better to let it flow more loosely.

>>145

Someone as irresponsible as you, who tries to escape from a position of responsibility, wouldn’t understand, would you?

If my family were well-off, my grandmother wouldn’t be so irritable, and neither would mom or Mii-chan… To be honest, even though it’s like a kind of house arrest, I could have grown up freely and had a relatively better life.

Even though there is a house, it’s still a life that’s pretty much on the poor side.

This guy really looks a lot like syamu.

It’s just like how overly self-conscious, incompetent, and stupid people have such inflated pride.

I want to hug the worn-out teacher.

Being a teacher is a job that can’t be done without motivation, passion, or a sense of responsibility…

There will be people who feel the need to do something about it and volunteer.

The teacher is beautiful, so even if she’s tired, a lot of men must be drawn to her.

That’s probably stressful too, so I hope they can calm down and be a good person.

Kokoro-chan, Suzaki-sensei, and the Muu-chan mother and child, all have a high rate of cuteness among characters with black hair…

I like this manga by the same author.

>>160

It’s discriminatory for an author who is writing about Mii-chan.

>>162

If someone’s personality has become that distorted since childhood…

It becomes a very complicated feeling because I can’t simply say it’s a consequence of my own actions…

While being exceedingly lenient with oneself, one expects perfection from others, and if there’s even a slight mistake…

It’s the Japanese society that harshly criticizes and attacks as if they have captured the head of a demon.

I’m not Mii-chan’s designated teacher.

Naturally, there is a limit to the time that can be devoted to one person.

Muu-chan has the same OS as everyone else, but because her memory and CPU are lacking, we can understand each other if we take it slow.

Mii-chan runs on Linux or a custom OS, even if the CPU is average.

There are limitations to emulation, and I couldn’t meet any skilled engineers.

It’s tough even with healthy individuals, so I don’t think I could handle special children mentally.

It’s no surprise that the number of people wanting to become teachers is decreasing drastically due to the excessive number of difficult parents.

You’re a decent teacher for this era.

>>170

It seems too modern for the 90s, so perhaps it’s part that was enhanced for commercialization.

>>179

I randomly encountered someone involved in disability education in Egypt and got updated.

>>170

Because I was young and eager to learn, I could make advanced suggestions for the time.

From the perspective of my grandmother and mom, they only see the young guy as someone who is looking down on and mocking my child.

It’s tough.

The declining birthrate is also a phenomenon where the value of each individual child skyrockets.

Even my cute niece and nephew would say “please give me a break” after playing for three hours, so there’s no way I could handle someone else’s child, especially if they have a disability, without losing my mind.

>>172

Moreover, the parents are crazy.

I want to reduce the number of people with disabilities!

Teacher, Obstetrician, and Pediatrician

There are common traits among occupations with decreasing numbers of entrants.

In the early Heisei period, there were a lot of remnants from the Showa era that were like male teachers…

Mii-chan has both elite lineage and environment.

The face looks different.

>>181

Muu-chan was able to reintegrate into society because she wasn’t an elite…

I probably talked with Mii-chan (the model), but there’s no way this intelligent-looking kid can talk in a logical and concise manner…

At a gyudon restaurant, it’s usually either a ticket machine or a tablet, right?

I think that even in general education, we should properly teach methods for dealing with children with disabilities.

In the first place, Mii-chan doesn’t have any teasing elements from the original Twitter manga.

When I was in elementary school, there was a time when I took classes with special education students, but now that I think about it, I wonder if that was something my parents hoped for.

It’s common that as you keep drawing, the resolution of your character improves and you can’t do silly things anymore.

And then it finally becomes eternal.

I hope the author of this manga will do their best so it doesn’t turn out like that.

>>190

It had progressed almost to completion on Twitter, so that won’t happen.

Even if it seems decent from today’s perspective, whether it was an accepted idea back then is another story…

It would probably be better received by parents to treat them equally, like a physical education teacher.

About ten years ago, when I took my teacher training, we talked about how to handle children with disabilities…

It can be said that either it hasn’t been resolved or the regional characteristics of the efforts are just too overwhelming to describe.

The pride of this family, especially regarding Mii-chan, is incredibly high…