Seeing that kind of thing makes me realize that I’m just an ordinary person, nothing special at all. Since I’m already a high school student, shouldn’t I understand that?
In reality, my older brother is a spoiled rich kid who is indulgent of his own weakness.
>>1It was my younger brother, who was admired without realizing it, simply due to various things related to mental illness.
>>6You had ordinary skill, didn’t you?
He said that he liked it too.
It feels like there’s an excessive need to belittle my brother’s talents just to hit him.
>>95They had decent skill.
It was just about that much, nothing more.
>>101This is the hardest…
Moreover, it’s also thanks to the efforts of the two juniors…
I admired that older brother and tried to imitate him, and I was told the same thing.
It’s long…
We also need Takami’s background.
>>3
The worst words I said to my older brother are coming back to me! Even though it’s not me being told!
You just stepped on a landmine while pretending to act cool.
Both brothers are spoiled.
Hurry up and finish the hawk part.
It was a level of a mine that couldn’t be helped if I got involved, but just breaking up and leaving it at that was quite a test of my patience.
>>8Even though they call it a landmine, it’s tough to expect anyone to pick up on it when Takami was just laughing it off and didn’t want to talk about their true feelings.
>>10It’s natural to think that Akane is the one taking a cynical stance since she was laughing at Pigeon.
That was probably another minefield.
Realize the difference in status between a brother who simply can’t control himself due to mental illness and a completely genuine Patochi.
>>9Rin-chan, you know…
Does that mean it’s okay to embellish as much as you want because they are rivals of the gods?
It’s as engaging as the backstory of Spy Family.
Well, since Pigeon fell, this live battle is going to be a loss for Hatobure, right?
They’re saying Ayame-chan stepped on a landmine, but you wouldn’t know that unless you’re an esper.
Poor Ayame-chan.
It’s better to quit social media.
By the way, there wasn’t a correlation chart this time.
In the Takami past arc, it’s clearly funny that Yuri-ojisan is getting irritated.
>>18By the time Hato-chi found out about colors, it should have already been extinct!
That’s fine with me.
I don’t know what to ask Pigeon-chan, but I want them to become more persistent.
Mines are called mines because they are invisible, well.
I’m sure my older brother didn’t want to stop just for me, and my younger brother couldn’t just abandon me either.
Someone suddenly came floating in…
Carefully depict the exploded landmine later!
Why did Mom abandon such a good father?
>>26I think my son took after his mother…
Even though I have an understanding father, a younger brother who looks up to me, and a woman who loves me, isn’t it just pathetic to be a big brother?
>>27It’s understandable that there’s a narrowing of vision due to illness.
It can’t be helped.
So I died…
Is your brother bipolar or something?
Quickly, reflect the god, the god! God!
That’s right, Takami.
That’s the line where you killed my brother.
Ayame-chan stepped on a huge landmine that Takami broke up with in one shot.
>>35Takamibe is still quite a troublesome man.
>>38Even if I say it, Ayame-chan simply had a bad personality.
Not understanding that there are people who are trying their best in a relationship simply means you are not paying attention to your partner.
Well, it’s not something you can easily recognize, like a landmine…
I’m not really that interested in hawk watching.
>>39Ayame-chan just wanted to bask in delight by hooking up with a higher-ranking guy using the appearance and guitar skills she gained through effort…
Well, I was just going along with it because Takami asked me to.
>>39I’m not that interested either, but since I’m in a rival position, it’s a necessary conversation.
The homo part is long…
I have indeed felt a lack of divine presence.
I thought for sure that I would return to the present in the next episode, but to be honest, I thought it would end around this time.
Yeah, you want to see Water × God quickly, huh?
A soft mushroom head with a sad past…
“This guy and I are both aiming to go pro in music! It’s not like we have the ambition to start from scratch in Tokyo or anything.”
Why are you being confrontational?
The reminiscing hawk seems like a pretty good guy, but he’s terrible with women…
>>47That’s because the recollection of Takami changes before it becomes perverse due to my brother.
I can understand the thought that women who come close because of looks are fine to be casual with.
I think it’s long, but we have to do this properly here.
I’m not really worried about that since it will probably get interesting again, but it is indeed long.
The Takami arc is ending, or it feels like it’s fading out as it wraps up the story.
A chapter that feels nice when read in a paperback.
It’s natural to wonder when it will be released if it’s a weekly series.
I think it’s unnecessary to say that since we do it almost once a week.
I thought that the girl who liked my music liked me for my music, but it turns out she likes me for myself, and it feels like everything has been carefully destroyed.
I want to see the story of God.
I have a feeling I want to do an ensemble drama, so I’ll probably dig deep into it.
According to what my senior said, I wasn’t told anything like this.
>>59It’s off-topic, it’s long, and people have been saying they want to see the god quickly.
However, don’t suddenly become a social issue manga with homosexuality and bipolar disorder.
After the flashback episode, something happens and my relationships with women become a mess…
It’s interesting, but it’s too gloomy.
The family of God is quite tough, but because the person is cheerful, it doesn’t get too heavy.
It’s impressive how there are often popular scenes in the recollections, Takami.
>>62Since elementary school, I’ve been clearly drawn more elegantly than the other boys.
There is also something similar to delicacy when it comes to girls.
I am experiencing a lack of divinity.
I wonder if my older brother will commit suicide sometime.
I’ll let it slide because Ito-chan is cute, but…
>>65It’s precisely because you’re cute that I can’t forgive you…
I can’t believe my half-hearted brother could commit suicide.
I’m not that interested in this guy’s past, so just quickly tell me that the brother died.
It feels like the happiest thing for Takami is to become a believer in God.
I’m sure they won’t do that.
Dad, even though it’s just high school, I’m glad you acknowledged that Takami is doing music.
>>69Perhaps because academic performance is protected within the scope of club activities.
I can tell that there was probably a desire to do this carefully, but it feels very much like it’s not for me.
>>72In the end, no matter how much you look among top-tier writers, there are only a handful whose desired creations align with what readers want.
Where did big brother go?
It’s interesting, but that story just now…
>>75This is only interesting for gay men and fujoshi, right?
I don’t dislike Takami; in fact, I really like the character, but it’s just too long…
It’s a story you’ve been holding onto for a long time, but the readers want to read about gods!
>>77It’s not wrong to want to hear stories about gods, but I don’t necessarily think that means you should rush to end the current story, and isn’t that a bit too generalized?
There’s not really a one-sided voice in the comments section either.
I don’t think I’m dead, but it seems like I’m becoming a recluse.
>>78Unlike when I pretend to be okay even though my exhaustion is showing this week.
There’s no particular problem, so my older brother is rebuilding normally in Tokyo and is in contact with our father.
I heard my younger brother is still playing guitar, so I feel like it’s a situation where I should just keep quiet about myself.
Well, it seems like this flashback will end around the next one.
Why does everyone keep reminiscing even though it’s a bad move?
Mizuo-kun finished the past arc in episode 1, but even after episode 3, it still seems like it might continue.
Well, that’s long.
The catharsis connecting the past of Tamapai to the modern live performance was intense.
I don’t think we can expect anything on that level…
I was expecting to delve into other members simultaneously, so it feels like a letdown.
I think it feels even longer when the development is mostly as expected.
>>85This feels like it can be made shorter, right?
A lot of people seem to dislike the past arc.
>>87That’s not true; there are actually popular past arcs.
If it’s a boring or expected past arc, do we really need to make it longer?
The remaining two don’t seem to have a backstory.
Takamimi is just a popular character that wouldn’t even enter the top 10 without being hyped during the mid-term announcement, so it’s only natural that there are such voices.
Even so, I want to draw it! If the author does that, I can either lose interest and skip it or become Ito-chan.
Unlike the tragic past of characters in battle manga, Takami’s brother is just a weak character and not a strong one at all…
If they’re going to do a past arc, it probably won’t be that long for Touno.
Taguchi seems to be depicted here and there in connection with Rin-chan.
Both brothers are bad at taking off their pants…!
I understand that it’s important because it’s the backstory of the rival character, but…
I feel like it’s taking a long time because I can see that this is all because my older brother’s dreams were shattered.
I don’t particularly feel that it’s long.
>>99If I had to do it four times and it was still the elementary school part, I would have seriously hated it, but it seems like it’s almost over now.
I can’t help but fantasize about the possibility that God and my older brother met around Club Citta in the past.
Even though it’s important to care about the other person, there are times when we misphrase what we should say.
It’s not about discussing abilities; it’s just that everything about the reckless side of the brother that Takami admired can be explained by illness.
Was it difficult for those who haven’t read it?
>>103I understand that you’re repeating what was said, but just calm down a bit.
I don’t really like the protocol itself because it feels too much like a blatant coupling agent.
Having talent and skill alone doesn’t guarantee success in sales.
It feels like it would be nice to progress the story at the end of the paperback.
>>109Is something that seems to be central to the story going to be in a standalone book!?
>>109That’s extremely incomprehensible, isn’t it?
I can tell that my brother is going to be unhappy, so it’s a little painful.
It’s a necessary conversation, but I really don’t care about some asshole’s long backstory that I’m not interested in, so I just want it to be over with quickly.
Since I said something like that to the friends who have worked hard and devoted themselves to promoting the band, there’s no turning back now…
>>114It’s true that I pushed you away, but I wanted to involve you because I got a proper job outside of music.
Evidence that you are aware you are heading towards ruin.
If my brother had succeeded in Tokyo from this development, that would be exciting.
>>115It’s not that it’s intense, but the reason for Takami’s complications disappears…
>>120Well, it’s actually going quite well, but I think the ending will be that the musical style has become something completely different.
>>126Are you going to go down the path of Kurt Cobain, getting twisted by pandering to the masses?
>>126I laugh because for some reason I ended up making lukewarm pop music.
>>130When I wake up in the morning, you are there.
I was baking cheese tarts!
>>134It’s not success, it’s just playtime!
>>130So it seems like my past self really had no sense at all.
>>126There’s no reason for the musicality to change…
>>132There’s no reason!
>>139It seemed like it was going to go well, but it fell apart because of poor health…
I’m enjoying reading it, but the performance parts of this manga are just so satisfying.
Since we’re finally doing a live performance, I definitely want to read a lot about the playing part!
Well, I understand that having these past frustrations allows the performance to shine in terms of overcoming emotional turmoil and stepping towards new goals…
I’m enjoying reading it, but I’m starting to want to know other song selections for the protocol.
At least it will continue until next week, Takami part.
Thinking that Takami will win, the waiting turn will become long again.
I heard that my older brother has a fragile mentality, so I was anxious about how things would go in Tokyo, and I ended up saying things I didn’t mean to try to stop him.
The reason for the distortion of the hawk’s view was understood by last week.
I was thinking it might have been better to do this week’s and possibly next week’s somewhere else.
The members of Heartbreak are also paying attention to their respective instruments.
It’s funny how someone has a strange perspective, questioning what is enjoyable when they’re the only one not playing under God.
I think this is the end of Takami’s past part, but at the same time, I wonder if the Protocol Rival arc is ending as well.
The next boss is Reihā.
Although my brother, who was overly focused on music and neglected publicity and promotion, has some talent, it’s still tough…
>>127Well, it’s a band that has reached a decent level thanks to promotion and publicity, so as for the brother’s own talent… um… yeah…
I want to see Takami, who is confused because his partner in the update, Horii, is heading in the completely wrong direction.
Compared to other recollections, I feel a bit anxious because I’m not sure how to connect to Takami’s stage now.
The past story of Takami won’t sell~
It’s not a conversation that can go up…
Aren’t you just being a spoiled brat at this age? It feels like you should really face reality, doesn’t it? lol
>>133Yes, we are no longer friends.
According to the story in the play, my older brother is still missing.
If my older brother were alive in some way related to music.
Maybe Takami hasn’t gotten this complicated.
>>138Normally, neither my senior, my father, nor my older brother brings up topics about him in such a negative way.
Rather, Takami is the only one who thinks of the figure of the brother he admired back then.
It may be that I’m struggling more with whether I can stick to rock than with talent.
>>140I think this is it.
Is it going to be like Mrs. from Muscular Girl Band…
Both my older brother and God seem to lack talent, huh?
>>144The girls in the band have high facial deviation values except for God, so we can reach a fairly good level.
If I were successful, Senpai wouldn’t have said such things to Takami.
Brother’s keepsake, update from Hori’s sunglasses…
>>149Maybe my brother became a comedian…
>>149Did God also receive something at Christmas…?
In the first place, since the band now is a cover band, I’m not sure whether they’ll move on to original music after this or just enjoy high school and end there.
>>150Whether to finish within a normal range or go big.
Not being able to see what lies ahead is also an exciting element.
Basically, you know.
In today’s age, there are incredibly talented peers online.
You can watch it as much as you want.
Seeing that makes me realize I’m just an ordinary person, nothing special at all.
You’re already a high school student, huh?
Isn’t it something you should understand?
>>151This is seriously a one-hit kill critical hit…
>>151I wonder if the fact that I can’t handle these straightforward, offensive words means that I lack the capacity.
>>162What is a vessel?
No matter what kind of person it is, there are parts they don’t want others to touch.
>>163I’m the type who wants to use trendy words I just learned.
There are many people who like old Type-Moon and Hellsing.
>>174That word seems to have been polished for decades.
>>163Even if it was a sensitive topic that I didn’t want to touch, if I’m aiming to become a professional, I would definitely hear things like this, and if I can’t come to terms with it, isn’t success going to be difficult? At worst, it’ll be just like my brother’s situation.
>>191You don’t even understand the difference between what others say and what she says as a band member you expected…?
>>162No, I was told something similar to the insincere words I once said to my older brother by Ayame.
It’s about how I understood my brother’s feelings at that time.
>>164No, that’s not a word that applies to Takami himself, is it?
>>162From what I’ve read so far, I think the reason this was Takami’s landmine is because it’s something I said to my brother…
>>151Well, their personality is just plain terrible, so that’s out of the question…
>>165It’s strange if Ayame-chan doesn’t know about Takami’s past and still acts like she’s practicing…
Even God is relatively well-proportioned except for the three white eyes…
By the way, Pigeon had that update with Hori’s sunglasses, right?
The one I got as a birthday present.
>>156I can’t believe there’s another landmine buried there…
I might step on it someday without realizing it.
Is Update Horii’s career in entertainment quite long?
>>158It seems like it has been going on for at least 5 years.
It seems like having the talent to keep a joke about being betrayed by a friend going for five years.
Because my father can observe and analyze my older brother more than I thought.
It seems like the only one who doesn’t understand is my older brother, and that’s tough.
Speaking of which, the thread image was a landmine set up by Rin-chan, but I wonder how she knew about it?
Via Taguchi?
>>168Does Taguchi look like a man who is so loose-lipped?
I think that’s probably the case.
>>168It was just that I hit the target on the first try when I was about to spread seeds that were likely to lead to a fight.
Takamizuki has a trauma in that he couldn’t fully believe in his older brother’s talent from the beginning.
I like it, but I only think so modestly, and when I encounter public opinion, I start to waver.
My father was pretty straightforward about that.
>>172That said, even if Dad said kind things, you must have been hurt, right, big brother?
Rin-chan hasn’t really thought that deeply or schemed it out consistently.
>>176I really want Ayame-chan… It’s like a spirit of wanting to mess things up…
This is the worst!
I’m disappointed that my brother hasn’t made a move on Ito-chan.
Coward! Spoiled brat! Spineless, with no courage to shoulder someone else’s life! No talent for music! Yons!
>>177Yonsu really bites down hard on that part, so it’s different.
First of all, Takami is not the type to take pleasure in speaking ill of others in a usual manner…
Taking antidepressants can cause erectile dysfunction, so it can’t be helped.
If only I could suck on Ito-chan’s breasts and be spoiled.
Unfortunately, I was a severe poser.
If you die, you can become a legend.
I couldn’t die.
I might as well enjoy my life like my older brother.
>>187If you’re really enjoying it, then that’s good…
>>188I started to make a painful face even with the music, so it’s pretty much on the edge. 😵
I wonder what the perception of depression was like back then.
Since it’s called the “past arc,” it might not be too long ago, so it probably hasn’t changed much from now.
>>189It’s the elementary school days of kids who are around 16 now.
Even four years ago, I was still an elementary school student.
Honestly, I don’t really like the character’s sad past… it’s so long that if God loses in the end, I’ll be so down that I’ll move to Tokyo.
>>190I don’t know.
Personally, it’s my favorite story of all time.
By depicting the often-avoided dark realities of band life, it raises anticipation for the future.
>>194Isn’t it rather a classic…?
>>194Don’t ever call this band manga a band thing again.
However, the more I look, the more the image shows a deep and rich expression.
There is a understanding person like Taguchi-kun, even for someone like Takami.
Aren’t there a lot of these gloomy stories in band manga?
>>198There are quite a few people in bands who struggle with mental health, and even if they’re successful, sudden suicides can happen, right?
If only you would act out, hurt yourself, or completely isolate yourself without eating, then I could have you admitted to the hospital…
It’s too gentle around here to be called real.
Look, the band manga that the anonymous person is talking about is from Kirara and such…
>>202Stop it.
Senpai Kita probably understands Takami’s irregularities the best, so it might be a vote for the flutter.
Tamakin and the manager are predicting the protocol.
It feels like it was a bit too much that even my dad was normal.
Thanks to that, my big brother just ended up being spoiled.
>>205The author’s dramatic intention is not mistaken with that recognition.
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